To my beautiful baby boy,
Mummy misses you so much; everyday my heart is breaking, wishing I could have you back. To see your beautiful smile, funny laugh, the big kisses and cuddles, I would give anything.
We’ve nearly done all the “firsts” now baby, and mummy thought it would be easier by now, but of course it’s not. I still wake up in the morning with you being the first thing on my mind and dream of you nearly every night, but now I cry a little less. I just still can’t believe your gone forever, it’s just not fair.
I have some news, mummy’s pregnant! I am so scared but so happy because I want to make you proud, just like I was so proud to have known to have had you for a little while. So here’s to you my little man you live on in my heart forever, kisses
Mummy xxxx oooo
Hey my little man. I miss you more then any thing. I try not to think of you as you cause too much pain. But you always seem to pop your head into my thoughts. Things will never be the same; even the occasional good times are in your shadow and are always brought back to the reality that I am never going to hold you again. I am looking after your sister and have not had a good night sleep since. I check her three times a night and the rest as I could not bear it to happen again.
With all my love your Dad. |
